"So I Guess That Makes You Aunt Viv Until You Take So Much That You
Can't Give......... "
So I told my gf that I wanted to take a break like a week ago. She hasn't been blowing me up like usual. I know its probably killing her, but she tried to hit me with that bullshit, talkin bout she love when she doesn't know what the fuck love is. So she said 'I think I love you' and I said 'yeah we need to take a break.' She say 'what you mean by break?'. I say 'I mean I need to be single for a while, we could get back together we could not'. (I wasn't tryna be harsh but I was trying to be honest). So today she texts me like 'so do you love me?'. I didn't text back. I'm sitting on the beach thinking, this girl doesn't even know me. She doesn't know any of the stuff I've been through that even make me the person she claims to love. She doesn't know I write poetry, she doesn't know ME. She knows who she wants me to be though. Then she texts me like all this crap about how she's feeling me but she's pissed because I said I need a break. First of all love is patient, so if she did love me it would hurt that I needed a break but she'd be understanding and supportive don't you think?
--And believe it or not, this happens to me a lot. And I swear I'm not trying to be cocky. Girls think they fall in love just because someone is nice, or treats them like a lady, or is a sweetheart. But that's how someone is supposed to treat them, period. That's the trademark characteristic of a little girl. They're too trusting.--
Anyway the break is on, and I'll probably explain it to her and of course she won't get it, and of course she'll be angry forever. When she grows up she will thank me, because she will know better.
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